June 5th, 2008 at 12:43:02 AM

sorry
for all the mistakes

sorry
for all the good things

sorry
for everything

sorry
for nothing

hello again.

August 7th, 2007 at 11:44:49 PM

ok, perhaps i have been dead for a while--captivated by a bout of writer's block. but rereading perks and finishing recollections has flipped the switch. here's to writing to change, to vent, to rant, to differentiate, and finally, just to write.

these cruel attractions of one such disturbed hoodlum
locked in one of those scenarios where
you could see those ladies across the streets
dancing wildly against their well-paid, well-fed boys.
this one perturbed kid from the streets
listening to the crime music of the disco ages,
eras of shameless inconsistency and continuity—
where it would keep on moving forward
until one more moment would be wasted
because those dancing ladies would have
one more flush than their usual cycle
and soon it would have been crossed,
that line would have been crossed,
not because it was curfew and the music stopped
but more because it was one such overdose
or a dip in the wrong shallow lake.
so it was that one teenager who was living
something that was lost in distractions
would keep on listening to this governmental music
and drift, collecting his followers or enemies,
lost in secrets and false immortalities.

there will always be that one difference
who will always question this strict conformity
that will always walk backwards while the rest walked straight
and will always have the insane mind to dream of hope.