New Year but nothing new so far

January 2nd, 2012 at 09:17:04 PM

Some times I think we are that song I'm struggling to hear.

And then are the times that I think I've forgotten how to be without you..

Circle: enlightenment

December 30th, 2011 at 06:03:52 AM

I dreamed about you all night last night,

the whole 7 hours

and it began to get a bit much

and I woke up blurry eyed and heartbroken,

feeling alone and rejected, unwanted and broken

so I called and texted, texted and texted;

no answer.

So I thought you were mad at me,

you know, the one week silence,

as usual made me paranoid,

another unfortunate thing I seem to have inherited.

Then I saw the email and realized that

I broke your sleep and though I feel guilty to admit,

the relief I felt that you cared enough to wake up and type me an email

to my desperate, insane text

touched me so so much.

I could say a lot more,

but they wouldn't mean anything

because there's no way to express

how much better you've made me feel.

Thank you; I love you.

November 28th, 2011 at 07:47:19 AM

we're ill, but then, haven't we always been this way?

you in that corner and me in this,

you splayed and me curled

you with half a smile on your face;

me a crack and streak on mine.

This is who we are; this is what we do.

I'm always going to be me and

you're always going to be you.