The objective of my entire life.

April 23rd, 2007 at 03:06:50 PM

I feel like I have knots on
my face.
Like everything pours out
of my mouth and builds up,
higher than ever.
I'm tired and unperceptive
because i don't send my
words far enough.
Sleeping won't make myself
stop hating evey passing being
and every day leaving
with no accomplishments.

I'm frightened.
I don't know what to do with
my mind and my ears now.
I'm going to drown in my own
jealousy and the little courtesy i
have for people.
It's not there because it's not
deserved.
It never will be.
I don't understand.
I just don't understand.
Reservable questions don't
paint me a pretty picture of how
the life set up should be.

Ugly feet make my heart cold and
I should at least get a
second hand turn-around.
The only difference is mine
would be respectably deceiving.

I want a response to my thoughts
that's more than two hums and
a shrug off.
I gave up on certain people
because they're never going
to be smarter or better than what
i can get from the back of a
cereal box.

My sensory

April 18th, 2007 at 11:23:21 PM

Every day has an evil face
that'll make you gasp and
grasp every chance you get to
change the pace of your mind
and your feet.

It's so oppressive.

My senses are screaming at
me to do my best at
what I do badly and
infatuation eats away the
flesh off our bones like
the way you would have
an accident wih a pack of
wolves.

Unordinary themes cut me off
guard on my way to pick up
the pieces of my soul that I
left behind on my trip across
the bridge over the sea full of
awakening lives and dried tears.

It's like i can't look out the window

April 16th, 2007 at 11:44:01 PM

The gravel makes me think
of how bad it must have been to
have your face pressed against the
sharp, jagged rocks.

When the marks leave scars I
don't think it matters whether you
use an alternate for them to be gone,
gone forever.
There's little there that makes you
try to rejoice everything except with
the plausible acception of green.

If failure is what breaks things apart,
I'm going to drop all existence
into pieces.