All Fire.

December 13th, 2006 at 10:14:12 PM

Alone in love. This phrase is mysteriously alluring. XD It's a movie. What bout, i have no idea. But the title's catchy. Yea, i like it...Tee hee hee,

Feeling #1 = Sad

I feel so damn damn damn lucky. If i want something, i can just get it immediately, the most few days later. I feel like a sucker for this. Lol. Then, i was in the car ( like always ) looking out. I saw an old man pushing a cart like 5 times his size and height. Recyclable materials. You get $ for selling those. Then i saw another old man selling a kinda bread by the road side, looking so alone and pained. Ah, and here i am. Typing this away. Bought two jackets and all yesterday night. If i could save those 800RMP it would have at least gave them a day's meal? ...... must appreciate things round.

Feeling #2 = Too happy.

I know i know, i am such a hypocrite. First i am all sad for those people i saw. Now? Gonna tell you how happy i am pulak...SHOPPING. It was a bargain though. Three necklaces for Rm55, hey you don't get that in Msia, do you? XP And a bag. Woo-hoo. I need more bags. Seriously. Still searching... Hopefully tonight boleh go shopping again? * zips mouth * guilty conscience coming in. T.T

Feeling #3 = All fire.

It happened this morn. Hmph. I thought la i would be nice and lovely to my grandma and grandaunt...accompany them to the market for some shopping and all. Woke up at 8.10...reached there and i am just fuming. Their tastes are just NOT my style [ if i even have one to begin with ]. I had to buy those shoes. T.T And wear them...T.T T.T. Then they went to see bags. ok fine, so it was pretty..HMPH. So? I don't fancy labelled stuffs/branded goods. I even avoid them ok. And here you are, asking me to buy one when i don't even like them. Thank god i escapo from them! I swear i am gonna start bursting out flames soon.

I don't get it with branded goods. Wow, so you're carrying a Chanel handbag. OMG I am so envious la i can just die. puh-leez. If you have got style, you just have it. You don't need Chanel, Gucci, Burberry or even some god damn Polo to prove to people...wait, to prove to people what, exactly? That you're rich? ( lol ) Yea, go on...Be extremely stylish then. like i would join in this riot.

Feeling #4 = Annoyed.

I want MY type of food. XD My uncle said my hormones are starting to rage. *I thought they ended?* Oh well, who cares la. Annoyed annoyed annoyed. Must control temper though.

Feeling #5 = ??

Can't wait to give Daniel a visit. Want to ask him, "Do you miss home?" XD That's so sampat of me. But takpa la. Hehehehehe. I bought stuffs for my friends d! Except the two dudes. But i pretty much have in mind already what i want to give them, just need to find a pretty one. LOL.

Prelude 12/21

December 12th, 2006 at 12:54:07 AM

I grasp onto emptiness

Onto dreams of untold love stories

She says,

“Loneliness can also be exciting”

But why don’t I see the Xmas lights already this year?

[ no tears left to sprinkle ]

My soul’s dampen with the life which I could have had

I promise I would _______ if you depart

Now let me listen to my melody

As I stare onto the ocean of

Forgiving ties

And just let me ______

The next tuesday.

December 12th, 2006 at 12:48:35 AM

I am here!!! It's been a week actually. lol. ~~so screw whatever.~~

I am telling you, the people here are one fashion wreck. It's like a runway-hyperboled. LOL. Get me, they care bout fashion A LOT. And since i am bored, and my mum's talking with me aunt, grandaunt&uncle ( aunt's parents ) so i am typing away. Whee.

The pocky sticks look delicious. ah, food food food. Ate sushi just now. And i wish someone would just dissect me right now. ~ Bloated lar. ; ) I battle with the ferocious wind everyday. hah! My uncle's house is near a river or something, and there's a park. So we practically go jogging/brisk-walking there every night; an hour after dinner. I missed yoga today since i had period pain. Humph. Grandma's and grandaunt's coming back today! Yippee. Grandaunt's so pretty and grandmama is so cute la. Will try to upload the pics. 8 ) And bro and his friends will be down on Thurs. Kakakaka. More shopping by then. Shopping haven i am telling you. LOL. I saw a white skirt. It's so pretty! Got lace wan!!! OMG lar. I want man. I want i want i want! Must try to get it. I bought a jacket for RM45. I can literally faint. I saw one last time in Gurney, it was 89 in Padini. And the one i bought is half the prics and almost similar in design tho it's hang ten.

I know, i am crapping. But still counted updating, no? Hee hee...the weather's getting wintery. I hope my head don't burst due to the cold. The family's like on near-cold syndromes. lol. *Butt numbed d~* aiyok...

I need to get THAT skirt.

And i will be missing one tree hill for a month. Super sadness. YERR. Nevermind, gotta remind myself to download new-age music for aunt. Reminder : They are all diff ppl, those aunt, grandaunt - s i mentioned. loll.

[ another ] aunt will be going to U.S/ Mexico tomorrow. Yerr. She's going on a cruise! She too ada belly ring. Kekeke. She told me to not pierce my tongue, it kinda means obscenity for the west. Of course, most of the Asians don't know that. I only know after she told me. Bleh. Wah. What more stuffs do i need? The earrings here are expensive, though prettier. I bought a belly ring for Rm45. Nvm la, at least its pretty. Lol. Not sinister-looking like the ones i bought before. Eragon's coming out pretty soon, huh? Sigh. Must try to watch it...here....i....hope...*blows balloon*