kobe

January 16th, 2008 at 10:31:34 PM

this is the illusion
of something breathing
i am the vapors
of a soul on fire
you are talking
but i'm not listening
i don't belong
anywhere.

lolololololololol

January 15th, 2008 at 04:21:24 AM

i've got wires in my head
wires in my head
wires in my head
electricute me i'm dead
electricute me i'm dead
electricute me i'm dead
sending electricity through
my head

i'm sorry mom
i'm sorry dad
i'm sorry and
i'm kind of mad
i let this go
i let this choke
i put this noose
i made the rope

i've got water in my head
in my head
in my head
not blue but brown instead
brown instead
brown instead
i've got brown water
in my head

giving up

January 14th, 2008 at 03:07:52 AM

lights go dim
thoughts roll thin
the worlds slow spin
grenade, no pin.

fucking in the morning
eating midday away
sleeping through the night
watching the decay
i am in mourning
i don't know what to say
i could try and fight it
but i could not stay

lighting smoke
i will choke
on the hope
on the rope.

drugs to calm the feeble mind
drugs to feed my confusion
there is something dead inside
replaced by a violent illusion
from all of it i hide
a sort of reverse revolution
where i will not find
solace in the solution