you'll end up where you were

August 18th, 2007 at 10:32:39 AM

you are on fire in my head
and will burn until your dead
i am no monster but instead
just a boy who is seeing red

i will
not
catch
you

i hope thoughts in your mind
are the same as mine
and you know that in time
you will wish you weren't blind

i will
not
love
you

every breath you take is fake
like poison i can't take
writing is half of an escape,
it is like rape

i will
not
touch
you

repeatedly, defeated me

August 16th, 2007 at 09:50:09 PM

i want you to be happy
all the fucking time
and to scream light
from the top of the sky
like the sun

and if i am the clouds
i don't wanna be them
and if i am the clouds
could we pretend?

i am killing this affliction
how ever slow it takes
i hope your there
to benefit
i think you deserve that

and if i am the clouds
i don't wanna be them
am i the clouds
of which you depend?

why do i hear thunder before it snows

August 16th, 2007 at 11:04:52 AM

i could
    waste
so much thought
on your
    makeup
it would
    break
the plastic

i hope your
cheeks turn
    rosey
when the
winter hits
    cold
and you've lost
yourself
    again

and he screams
    laughter
that's for you
this is
    you
in these words
your are doctor
frankenstein
how does that
    feel?