'till i crack

December 13th, 2007 at 02:21:14 AM

i try to hide
but your pulling me
i try to cry
but your lulling me
you are stronger
than i am

where we are going
i don't know
where we are leaving
i don't know
where are we now
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
please don't go.

consume (where are you?)

December 10th, 2007 at 07:29:58 AM

these

where are my words

i found them

who are you?

where is spinning?

my pen is writing this

these are the things you see while your eyes are closed

he wants to be someone else

tell him to take it

fine.

just

take

it.

what happened to you?

after you left.

i never even cried for myself

i never even cried for you

i was that child

now i am this pen.

i am so warm

i am that evil

we're all just floating around

wtf

but we're all running away

but it's only 4am

and we're all just pretending

and now i am leaving

i never even knew i left

i am holding my head with my hands through my hair.

oh no

December 3rd, 2007 at 06:38:36 PM

be my
cigarette
smoke,
please

be the
blood
on my
knuckles

so when i see you
the earth's heartbeat
skips and beats slower
until i close my eyes

don't
eat me
alive,
please

do not
be a
street
sign

so when i see you
the earth wont turn
green until i find
somewhere else to live.