Dream

February 4th, 2012 at 01:14:21 AM

I had a dream last night that Tastyword had new customization features. It got me really excited.

Demons

February 2nd, 2012 at 11:41:11 AM

I've got some demons to deal with.
I might actually want to see a psychotherapist about it all later in life.

I can never be good insofar as it comes from a pure joy of being good until I wrestle and defeat my psychological problems of anger, paranoia, and mistrust. I can never truly want those around me to be successful until I let go of these demons.

I feel as though it's the last step in growing up and moving on - achieving a motivation of "good" that's pure, and not simply necessary.

The Darkness of Space

January 31st, 2012 at 01:07:17 AM

In emptiness all one finds is nature.

In pure silence there is the most commotion.
In complete nothingness one finds all.

Edit

By 'nature' I do not mean plants, flowers, and simply biological being, but rather that which is natural - that which occurs in nature: birth, life, death, sex, fear, etc. etc.

In a lack of emptiness - that is, in the calamity of existence, along with the movement of nihilism and all worlding - one will simply be lost in becoming. One may find pure Being in emptiness.

Thus, only in emptiness one can experience what is really real - the nature of things? Being? That is not to say that it holds divine meaning, but rather that nature itself holds some reality to it... ? Perhaps? Ascribing a divine meaning is a product of ancient forms of thinking - where Being holds itself above being - Being gathers all being unto itself. But, perhaps, this may be where Heidegger failed, as Being still does gather all being unto itself, if we would ever acknowledge Being as existing - that nothing nothings.

Edit

Perhaps the only distinct humanness that we have is our flawed-ness. Everything else is natural, purely. Thus, a rational animal as our distinctive definition may be accurate, but the "rational" aspect of us is the very flaw that makes us human. Rationality is a failure on the part of all of Being. The Enlightenment is a clear example of this.